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Shard of glassjust a shard of glass in my eye so i may once again see  
but rags in my mouth so no-one hears my plea  what is the point of the treasure of sight  when i cannot speak of all that is bright  nor mention all the mediocre things in my life  and with bound hands i cannot reach the knife  i am being made to see all these things  and all the bad that this dreadful world brings  who has held me here? held me back?  who has given me sight and took away the black?  i do not wish to see anymore  take the glass from my eyes, let my hands explore  i want to block it out and close my eyes   Shard of glass
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Fallen angelan angel fell from heaven,  i no that this is true,  and angel fell from heaven,  i no cuz i met you,   
and angel fell from heaven,  and lifted my spirits so high  and angel fell from heaven,    disguised as a normal guy   
an angel fell from heaven  wen i felt so blue  and angel fell from heaven  and made my dreams come true   
and angel fell from heaven  i fell in love with him  and angel fell from heaven    he made me feel pretty and slim     
and angel fell from heaven  
yet he ruined my life  and an Fallen angel
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Dark red tearsPain written my arm in the form of blood, so deep, so dark, so red  thoughts of darkness and lonliness seem to spread through my entire head  laying alone with my fate already laid out in from of my face  knowing soon that i wont be here, i will be gone without a trace  this cold world will soon be one person down and i will be gone  i will fly into a distant nowhere like a graceful swan  and leave this cold place, that was supposedly  touched by angels, carved by god  yet i find such a cruel work of art the doing of satan which seems less odd  blood tells a story of a worthless life full of h Dark red tears
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a teary storyAs tears fall from my eyes  Each one contributes to a story  A story of a lonely little girl  And her life so sad, so gory   
The 1st tear drops onto the floor  Signifying the beginning of her life  Beginning of her existence…  Beginning of her strife   
The 2nd shows her childhood  So innocent, so sweet  But something was missing  Something was incomplete   
The 3rd tear that splashes  Indicates the fear that clutches her soul  And the incomplete feeling  Starting to take its toll   
The 4th tear hit’s the ground  This being the largest o a teary story
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happy! yay!

Mon May 7, 2007, 1:24 PM
  • Mood: Optimism
Has been a long time since i have been on this site and reading back over past journals had made me realise a lot of things. 1st things 1st, i have a flat with my fiance and i am 33 weeks pregnant (due on the 27th June) and am happier than i ever have been.
Reading back i realised how much support i had from my friends, at school and through this site.
This update is more of lesson to be learnt, i have spoke to a lot of people on here that were in exactly the same position as me, i hope they have healed as well as i have...
I never thought i would be happy and in the 2years i stayed off this site things did get worse, i was drinking and smokin weed everyday and my cutting and suicide attempts didnt stop.
I have had a bad past and so many people told me it wud only get better but i never beleived it, i never thought it would, so this is a message i am SCREAMING out to people, YOUR LIFE WILL GET BETTER, u probably dont believe me now but one day u will remember this and no that i am right, i wasted nearly 8 years of my life being depressed and i am determined to never let it happen again. I ended up on anti-depressants and i am not ashamed of it, they helped me so much, they made me happy enough and enthusiastic enough to sort my life out so that when i came off them i was ok.

I dont want anyone to think i am preaching as i no very very well how hard it can be to just get through the day.
Please keep your chin up and remember that no matter what happens there are people out there that will help you... if you ask and try hard enough, i was in councelling from the age of 8 to 16, thats a long time but i would never be where i am now without it. Never be ashamed to ask for help and never be embarresed about your problems. Remember that there are so many people in the world going through exactly the same, you will never be alone!

I hope people read this and please comment, i am happy to give advice and if you do wish to talk my msn address is sarz162@msn.com. Add me or e-mail me as i am on there more often than here. I want to help people, please let me help.

Love you all.
Sarah and my (big) bump!

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  • Interests: poetry, singin, horse riding, trampolinin
  • Favourite movie: the crow and the rocky horror picture show
  • Favourite band or musician: marilyn manson
  • Favourite genre of music: heavy metal - gothic love it ya gotta
  • Favourite artist: marilyn manson
  • Favourite poet or writer: dno really
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  • Favourite game: mind games :)
  • Personal Quote: *bite me*
  • Tools of the Trade: pen, paper and a mind full of feelings

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!peachypeach64 Apr 16, 2008, 6:42:57 PM
I love your poetry

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I'm baaaaaaack
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~JeffScheck Apr 22, 2006, 7:46:21 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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"Beauty slept and angel's wept for her immortal soul.
And tis responce all evil chose to claim her for their very own"
-Funeral in Carpathea-

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~sarz162 Feb 19, 2005, 3:58:23 PM
yo peeps, can u make a comment on my newest poem 'shard of glass' i wud appreciate it

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~sarz162 Jan 24, 2005, 9:05:54 AM
hello peeps, how r u all? im so fukin bored. hey jus to share the good news wiv da ppl who go my school...all two of u lol... i got 1mark of an A in child development :):):):):):):) yayayayayay im so happy! :clap: 4me! :w00t:

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*~$£Z~* \^|^/Da PrInCeSs Of DaRkNeSs\^|^/ ~*MaKe WaY, mAkE WaY*~ CuMiN ThRo!:bow:lol:headbang:
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~pink-black Jan 19, 2005, 6:35:31 PM
wow... thanks for the fav!!! just wonderin why did you pick freedom rings? and how did you come across my page? well now before i bore you do death i should go now *runs away*

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I can't imagine why you would want to save yourself...
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~sarz162 Jan 19, 2005, 9:34:49 AM
so many ppl love me ....

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*~$£Z~* \^|^/Da PrInCeSs Of DaRkNeSs\^|^/ ~*MaKe WaY, mAkE WaY*~ CuMiN ThRo!:bow:lol:headbang:
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~sarz162 Jan 19, 2005, 9:28:57 AM
hello!!! ......... and the bordom takes ova.....

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*~$£Z~* \^|^/Da PrInCeSs Of DaRkNeSs\^|^/ ~*MaKe WaY, mAkE WaY*~ CuMiN ThRo!:bow:lol:headbang:
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~silentscream47 Jan 18, 2005, 7:09:16 PM
Thanks for the fav on Tentative Goodbye ! :hug: You've got some beautiful poetry in your gallery too.

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~Nevare Dec 5, 2004, 3:02:03 AM
Thanks, hun. Glad you liked it!!
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